Another day. Im so bored with my life. Which i guess i should enjoy. 5 more months and im sure i'll have my hands full.
I want to go to school. I dont know what kind of school though. I need to get my diploma or GED sometime soon.
I want to go to a college, get some kind of degree. I have no idea what to do with my life.
I was enrolled in Cosmotology for some time. I can do hair pretty well, but thats not something i want to do for the rest of my life.
I've considered going into the medical field. Or maybe even studying law. Im not sure.
I really would like to be a journalist. Get a degree in literature maybe?

There are so many options. I wouldnt even know where to begin. Or how.
I could never afford going to a college.
So i would probablly have to settle for some kind of online school or community college.

I should have just finished high school.
That would have been the smartest choice.

17 and pregnant

I never really thought i would be in this situation so young. But i am. I wanted to make something of my life. Go to college. Be a journalist. See the world. Now it seems im going to have other priorities.

Im going to be a mother. The thought is rather terrifying. I barely manage to take care of myself. Im selfish. Im lazy. I cant imagine having anyone be soley dependent on me.

Life is really going to start changing for me.
And im not sure im ready.