Friday, December 19, 2008

Not for me.


So Wills going off into the Army. He's going to be gone for 3 months in basic training.
His options are to leave now and try to make it back before the babys born, or leave after the babys born and miss the first 3 months of our sons life. I know that going into the army is only going to better him and his ability to provide for a family, but i dont want to be left out.

I dont want to be Susy Homemaker doing nothing but cooking and cleaning. Im never going to be satisfied being a stay-at-home mom. Thats just not the life for me.

I want to be out seeing the world and having a career of my own. Maybe I should join the army.

I really really need to get a job. Or enroll in a school. Im going to lose my mind if i dont. It's kind of difficult to get a job when your almost 6 months pregnant though.

I just dont like the idea of relying on a man. I dont like the idea of staying home with the kids. Not that theres anything wrong with that, It just wasnt how i was raised.
I saw my mom work construction all my life. She would come home just as dirty and sweaty as all the guys ,and i know she worked just as hard, if not harder. She never had a man paying the bills. She always did her fair share of contributing.
So because of this, Im very independent.

Anyway, on another note, We're getting a puppy tomorrow! =)

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